Well I am doing well! Actually pretty darn great! I have finally come to the realization that I do not want an eating disorder nor do I want to say that I struggle with one. I just want to be healthy! It is super exciting to know that I believe myself when I say I am finally ready to give up my eating disorder for good!
It is hard to believe how I started off the summer being such a wreck but now summer is ending (I move back to school on Sunday) and I am now in a better state of mind! I am happy for once. I met a boy and he is amazing! I don't know where we will go but I will enjoy the ride. I have not purged in 10 days now I think but I went a month without purging before that and I had just purged like 5 times after my 30 day streak ended. It is easy to not purge now. I hated purging and I love that it isn't so much a habit/coping mechanism any more.
I have struggled with eating and I did lose my period for 2 months but it is now back and I am eating more and trying not to count. Also I have not been over-exercising which is awesome!
I love to run and it helps with my anxiety as does the Prozac! I am just happy and I felt like I needed to update people on my progress.
I hope that you all are okay! <3
